The Ledger of Last Words Book One

An engraved steel helm with no eye slits, split from crown to rim by a red crack. One eye looks out through the break.

The Cracked Helm

Caleb Aragon

The First Refusal Do not look.

The Second Refusal Do not ask.

For nine hundred years the Closed Eye has fought a war it is forbidden to look at. The enemy does not kill you. It teaches you, and anyone who learns enough stops being one of us.

So the Shuttered Legions go in sealed. Blind, deaf, tethered belt to belt, steered by drumbeats struck through the breastplate. One beat: advance. Two: burn. A long roll: the man beside you has turned. Kill him.

On the collapsing fortress world of Garrow, Sergeant Dace Orrin of the Mute Ninth is hauling flame through the dark when his helm splits like an egg. He sees the enemy. He sees all of it. He waits for it to take him.

Nothing comes.

Now his own legion has to burn him. The Office of Accuracy wants to take him apart and learn why. The outlawed Lamplighters want to parade him as proof. And beyond the Margin, a general who has not raised his voice in four hundred years would like to meet him.

Every one of them is right about something.

The Third Refusal Do not remember.

The empire keeps one record of its enemy. A condemned prisoner is shown the front for nine breaths and speaks a single sentence. The hammer falls before a second can begin. Each sentence is one line in the Ledger of Last Words, and owning a written copy is a burning offense.

  1. Line 317 Year 96 It was kind to me.
  2. Line 2,950 Year 401 My brother is in the wall and he is so happy.
  3. Line 9,958 Year 900 Almost.

The book has ten thousand lines. Forty-two are left. Nobody knows what happens when it is full.

The Ledger of Last Words Book One

The Cracked Helm

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A novel of war and cosmic horror by Caleb Aragon.

For adult readers. Graphic violence, body horror and soldiers’ language throughout.